u brought me peace

hello people.

end of july around the corner. that means 6 more months to my unofficial ORD. last 3 months aft my last army exam (ATEC 2) will be slacking all the way.
i love that!

now being an NSF, i fully and truli understand why most NSF cant wait to ORD asap. not saying that army isnt good as it is indeed true that i have learnt many life lessons/skill in it, made some good life-friends along the way, made some enemies too. but it's just all part n parcel of life. a growing up experience i would say.

personal tolerance level has to be damn high especially... finding every reason u can to cheer urself up after completing all the shit jobs assigned or a tough day in the office; kena scolded for a thing u are not responsible for.. so on and so forth... haha

oh well watever...so the next best thing is looking forward for the weekends.
after a long week in camp, all u wan to be is no.1 ur home - the shelter to the wind and rain outside. my comfy home. other than will be spending the saturdays hanging out with some best friends who know u almost inside out.

so guys n gals I love going out with u all. it made my day and surely a motivation for me to endure thru each boring/tough week.

where are you girl? she went out of contact completely. perhaps she did it in a good will so i will slowly move her out of the picture. should i say thank you or rather... i dunno. i tink its good in a way, i am already moving on. the concern i have for her is truly friendship. maybe she went to new york? i dunno, since she not longer working in aranda le.. haha.

i may be very tired.
and at times i really keep myself away.
but feelings overwhelmed. i failed occasionally.

i spent most of my energy n time on my friends and family now esp studies is currently away on vacation and NS stepped in. i realised more the importance of my friends and time to change some of my bad habits

she taught me to be even more humble, less demanding, more understanding. honestly, in the past, when i wanted something or things to be done. i want it quickly, settle asap. i duno really know how to relax bit and yet completing the job. i only wan details, efficient, quick.. nth else matter even i have to sacrifice my time or perhaps even hurting somebody or stepping on their nerves...

but when it comes to r/s, i cannot apply the same principles. although i know what i wanted, i must know how to set the pace. anyway, i dun change so quickly when it come to r/s.

不必刻意想你该是我的总会来

fitness month...with the AHM coming on the 16th of August
we are preparing for it by running n running...
i dislike running but there is no way i can deny that being able to run is a great asset in SAF. esp in infantry. haha

anyway. my goals now are pretty simple.
one. clear SOC
two. IPPT Gold/Silver
three. REDCON 1 for ATEC 1

by the end of sept should be able to achieve!

backtracking to me myself with the world outside. my favourite red devils continue to surprise me with some funny signings but i just got to trust alex fergie rite that he is not bringing manutd to retire with him. obertan,owen,valencia?
hope to see hunterlaar, eto'o and co joining...

trying my best to meet up with all my friends...but u noe nowadays ppl are very busy one.. haha so got to wait lo.. haha

alright off for supper... blog again next time... still got lots of things to say!

Goodbye Cristiano Ronaldo! Hello Valencia?

critics have been coming down quite heavily on Ecuadorian Luis Antonio (Valencia) as to whether he is able to replace the outgoing CR7.

well...for goodness sake, i tink why not just let the boy settle down and show us the magic that persaude Sir Alex Ferguson to pump in 16million pounds for his signature. I believe he may not be the one to replace CR7 directly cos he is a player of his own.

well. my jurong island duties finally ended on this great day 1st July. 8 more days and i am a ONE YEAR SOLDIER. good job, boy.